Welcome to April

Listening: Leave Me In New York - Hope

They say that if you make it here you'll make it anywhere.

It's gotta be the truth because I'm not going anywhere.

Hey everyone, happy April Fool's day I suppose. More importantly, for me, is that it's a new month. We're already one fourth way through the year. Days pass by and I don't even notice them at all. I feel like I have to put so much effort in just getting through one day, just one. It's not even that school or daily tasks are that hard, it's more of the fact that I'm too tired to care or I just don't care about what's happening around me. I feel like days that I live are a waste, that there are more deserving people who could have been born instead of me.
Furthermore, my birthday is coming up. . . Yay? It feels like just another year passed me by. That's all it is, another year, another 366 days (leap year o:).

Also, the weather as been quite bipolar these last few months. From freezing to humid and hot all in one week. It's truely getting annoying.

Everything these days feels so lost. It's like being in an ocean, not know which way is closer to shore, which way will take you where you're supposed to be, which way will take you home. How do you even know if you're where you're supposed to be anyways? I wish you all luck on finding that place (:

On a happier note, I just have this one friend that makes me feel better everyday. She just does because she doesn't care what stupid stuff I do, she doesn't hold grudges when I'm having a bad day and I'm mean to her. She just smiles and moves on (: I hope everyone has a friend like this.

Warped Tour '09 anyone?

Happy April everyone! Don't let it pass you by!

Every passing second is a second chance.

Sincerely,
Michelle

P.S. I'm eating cantaloupe.