I'm tired of my parents assuming that things are always my fault. I'm tired of my parents always trying to show a lesson in every little mistake I make. I'm not sorry that it was an accident that I left a wrapper on the coffee table. I'm not sorry that I talk back to them trying to prove my point. I'm not sorry that my words are hurtful and are rude. I really don't care. I think I'm right and that's enough for me. Call me stubborn but I'll just laugh at you who can't justify yourselves.
My parents just presumed that I have the battery charger. I told them that I didn't and I tried looking for them. I gave up looking hoping that I'd find it sooner or later, but no, they just needed it today. I always have it when they don't need it. They always need it when I can't find it. 'Cause it's just always my fault. So then of course, they find it where it usually is and blame me that they couldn't find it. They just weren't looking hard enough. 'Cause it's just always my fault. They try to teach me to be responsible for the camera, but it's not even mine. Why am I supposed to be responsible for something that is shared? Why is it my fault that they didn't look hard enough? Why accuse me when someone else could have been the one to misplace it? They couldn't prove it was my fault so why did they keep trying to lecture me. How was I supposed to learn from this when I didn't do anything wrong? Why was I even supposed to care?
So I feel like all the progress I have made with my parents over the past few months is now going down the drain. I've been having insomnia and night terrors about the time my mom left me out in the rain for 2 hours. Every think about it I just tear up. It's so hard to think about at time when you felt that no one was there for you and that your own mother didn't even care. It was probably the loneliest time I have ever had to go through.
I can't talk about this anymore.
Indifferently,
Michelle
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