Run With Me Through Rows of Speeding Cars

Listening: AJ Rafael - My Soldier

The paper cuts
The cheating lovers
The coffee's never strong enough
I know you think it's more than just bad luck.

This week I've been fighting with my parents alot, sadly and it's not that great. I always end up hurt or upset. And I realized no matter how many tears I shed for them there's always going to be more. It's never going to be enough for them. I'm never going to meet their expectations. And it hurts me to know that I might end up being the family failure. I feel like I'll never be able to buy a flat in London for my mom, or take them on vacations and pay. It's annoying trying to meet expectations that I know that I can't achieve.

Today my friends got baptized and it was really amazing and fun watching them. All I could do was smile when I saw them today. I was just so happy for them, and yet I was jealous. I really did regret not getting baptized this time, but I know I still have many more things I have to sort out before I even consider the thought. Well congrats to you 13!

I got an external of 1 tb! Beast man. (:

Well stay fresh everyone.

Sincerely,
Michelle