Little Broken Pieces

Listening - Jem - It's Amazing

New Project



It's based upon this:
A boy gave a girl 12 roses,
11 real, 1 fake.
He said,
"I'll love you until the last one dies."

I basically did the same thing but I used my mom's roses that she got for her birthday from my dad. So in my picture there are 25 roses, 2 dozen real, and one fake. This is the progress I have made over 4 days. Basically what it will turn out to be is a picture of the roses dying and the fake one is still "alive." It's a really crude rough draft of what I really want to do with it. There's alot of issues with this "project" like the lighting and the angle I'm taking the picture from is never the same. So hopefully I'll be able to do this again in the future and have everything set up professionally-esq.

And I actually have alot to talk about in the post, but I don't know if I will have enough time to post it all. And if you're wondering what I am doing up so early/late, it's because I took a nap when I came home so now I have all this energy left. Plus, I had all these things I had to do for school. I know I am going to be super tired next week. I regret not sleeping more Easter weekend.

Song Quotes:

What happened
After last summer
When we broke up
In September

I haven't seen you
Feels like a long time
Sometimes it still hurts
But I always get by

So if I ever see you on the street
Ill pretend that I didn't see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyways

Because if I look into your eyes
Then I'll have to say goodbye
And that'll break my heart
So I won't even start
I won't even start

I actually love this song by David Choi with this video he made for it. Link.
I fell in love with the Jonas Montana version! xD
I thought that the video was funny and I can't wait to see what they do with it.

Sometimes love comes around
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down

This song is Keri Hilson feat. Ne-Yo and Kanye - Knock You Down

Okay anyways, yesterday I had this conversation with my friend. I asked him "Why live if you don't enjoy living?" I kept playing devil's advocate with my rebuts to his answers. So, we came up with the answers of that,

We live to not know, but to find out.
You may not know whether your life will be good or not but you need to keep living to find out if it gets better.
Life is subjective, you may think it's bad but another person might think it's heaven.

I don't know if I agree with all those answers he gave me but it's something I have to wonder and find out for myself what I believe. But, I really thank him for being someone I could talk to about this.

Okay, and No. I am not suicidal. But I feel like I do bring up a point. What's the point of living if you are just going to be unhappy all the time?

Every day I feel like I lose a piece of myself. Maybe it's because everyday you lose another day off your life. Or maybe because I feel like I'm losing myself or getting even more lost than I was the day before. Something is just. . . missing.

Something I wrote that I thought was cute (: (Because I am a fan of making wishes at 11:11)
It's just a little blurb. Basically a couple is getting married, and they both like making wishes at 11:11. When they were dating they would tell each other when it was 11:11 or text them and they would make wishes.

“You may now kiss the bride.”

The bride looked at the clock. “It’s 11:11, make a wish,” she said with a smile.

“I don’t need a wish as long as I have you,” and the groom took her face gently and kissed her.

I feel like I had alot more to write in this post but my mind is all mixed and mashed with thoughts (:

Goodnight! Sincerely,
Michelle