So little girl,
It's time to grow up.
Take your dreams and wishes
And throw them away.
You're facing reality now.
Eyes so full of hope and joy,
I'm sorry to abandon you.
But don't feel sorry for me sir,
For I pity you,
You who has not seen love.

It's time to take on a new dream.
Grab your bags 'cos it's time to go.
Better yourself for the journey ahead,
The fragile road, pure and white
Glistens to take you to a place better
Better than anyone has ever seen.
So there's nothing left to do but ask,
What's next?

Are You Ready For A Collision?

Collision - Tim Be Told

I am sailing on the sea of life with no lighthouse ahead
I am on two boats with one foot in each one I stand
They are drifting farther losing balance I am sinking
Can I hold this façade?

And here I am you're thinking I'm the object of perfection
I live this easy life and I have no anxiety
External looks and first impressions can be so deceiving
Do you see my façade?

This my life and I am drowning
Can I keep two worlds apart?
Should I brave for a collision?
Don't see me more than what I am

I am standing on the mountain of uncertainty
Should I take this leap of faith and pray I'll stay in one piece
I am so confused I am alone I don't know where I'm going
Do you see my façade?

And there you are thinking I have no important problems
That my decisions are just issues of conformity
But if you look a little deeper in my situation
There's so much you don't see

This is my life and I am falling
Can I find some solid ground?
Should I brace for a collision?
Don't see me more than what I am

This is my life and you don't know me
There's only one side you've seen
Anticipating this collision
I'm so much more than what I seem
this is my life and I am changing
The future isn't clear to me
Are you ready for this collision?
I'm so much more than what I am

Resentment; Regret.

These days it's all about the money.

Independent, Selfish, Successful, Single. That's me.

I'm cold and I understand that. I'm heartless because hey, that's how I am.

But I hope for you who it's not too late for. You need to love while you're young, and get hurt enough to love again. That's how you know your heart is working.

It's gone for me and I'm fine with that.

Sincerely,
Michelle

So everything is going pretty well lately. I'm quite indifferent though. Nothing's as exciting or new as it once was, lacking in thrill.

Sincerely,
Michelle

If it's a broken part, replace it.
If it's a broken arm then brace it.
If it's a broken heart then face it.

Someday

Listening: 4AM (Adam K & Soha Remix) - Kaskade

I think that I'm getting to a point in which I can count my life in years. "Oh, a year ago I was doing this" and etc.

A year ago I was a sweet girl. I was deeply in love with my friends and teachers. I had the biggest dreams that I now deem impossible. I was that girl with the sparkle in her eye and the heart with passion. I was the dreamer who wanted to save the world.

Now I'm not that girl.

I wish I was.

I'm not that girl from a year ago. I'm indifferent. I'm blunt. I'm apathetic. You could say that I'm empty.

There's a way. I know it.

Sincerely,
Michelle

I'm just a little too tired of everything.
I can barely remember anything.

Everyone deserves a chance to disappear for a while.